~ Boredom ~

I'm starting to haf really weird feeling staying at home for too long.. When I got the news dat I was going to do my practical training in my hometown I was so happy I could jump high in the sky. At dat time the idea of staying at home for the whole 9 months seemed like heaven becoz I'm kinda mommy's girl and I always come home every weekends or fortnightly. But now I can totally see the difference by being back from time to time or staying for a long period.. To be honest dis is the longest time I'm staying at home in 7 years!! Started to attend MRSM since I was barely 16 had kept me away from home except for the weekends and school holidays. Later I continued wif matriculation and now currently pursuing my degree which also needs me to be away from home. As long as I can remember the longest time of me being at home was only for 3 months ++ and dat was after my SPM and during my semester breaks. The first 6-months was ok, I was so busy wif my practical training and couldn't care less to think about anything else. Despite the pressure and unhappiness at my workplace I thanked God to haf my parents around me. The good feeling started to wear off after I finished my practical because I haf nothing to do, no friends around me as always and no jalan-jalan after office hours with colleagues. Being the only child in the family has worsen my situation. I got bored wif my days, I barely go out and only got sunlight thru my windows, haha!! The best time is only on weekends where I can meet Zul or my friends. Kawan pun blaja kat macam2 tempat, so lagi susah nak jumpe.. What a boring life I'm living right now! I'm so eager to go back to campus by the end of December and meet all my friends there. Even though it's so weird to do assignments again, at least I haf something to do instead of doing nothing. The best thing is my friends will be around 24 hours and I miss them so much!