Thursday, March 20, 2008

~ ThE eNd iS CoMiNg ~

The day is coming and I'm so thrilled!! Nope, I'm not talking about the wedding, it's the last working day at my current workplace. After almost 2 years everything's gonna end in less than 10 days. Should I feel sad? No. Should I feel happy? Hell, I am! Hmmm.. but maybe a bit sad to leave 1-2 good colleagues but the rest is a total freedom..

Everybody starts leaving after new year.. Izs, Mas and Rita have already started their new lifes, Tini will leave 2 days before me, 2 weeks after is TLK and YHK will follow in a month later. There's nothing much to loose if I choose to stay except the keep changing new faces and triple workloads that need to be covered when people resign. One more thing, l don't have to go through the busiest peak time ever of the year this coming April - August and that's a big relief, Yeay!!

In the meantime, I'm just worried if I don't get a new job ASAP or at least by June. Deep down inside I'm still hoping to get a job with LHDN eventhough getting it means being apart from hubby-to-be, but that's a sacrifice I'd make for a better career and future. If the result is out by April and I don't make it, I guess I really need to concentrate on finding a job in Mr Don's hometown. On the positive side there's no worries on being weekend husband and wife!

I better start making a to-do list so I can be occupied for the whole 7 weeks before the wedding!! Oooooo, I'm so excited!!

Saturday, March 01, 2008

~ PeOPle CaN bE sO wEirD ~

Why people sometimes like to be so judgemental and bias toward others?! It is more sad when they make conclusions based on the surface without knowing the truth or at least knowing the person..

Gossips, observation from afar, or should I say browsing someone's profile online wouldn't give you any justification. Although nowadays more people prefer less privacy by exposing their life through pictures and blogs entries on the virtual world, that wouldn't portray 100% of someone's life. There's a lot more in real life to be interpreted before you can label / judge a person.

After a long time, I did find out recently that the hatred might still be there. I thought by choosing to hide myself away / be low profile for the past 3 months would make someone stop saying bad things about me, but it didn't. I guess it'll never stop. It's not my right to judge that person either but I just can't stop wondering, what's the purpose?!

Nonetheless, I prefer to continue what I've done best for the last 3 months. I think I've made a very wise decision and my life couldn't be much happier. Lucky me to find out about this one thing (even if there's more, let it be..), at least I know that I've been on a clean slate long time ago and it's not my fault anymore if someone didn't..