~ February ~

I can't wait for February to come. Here's the reason:-

• Latest news of Aunt Flow - What's her decision?! To visit or not?!
• Reduced weights after a month of exercising and consuming healthy food
  
• Much awaited vacation to Kota Kinabalu - It'll be my 1st visit to Borneo
• Latest news about bonus - How many months are they going to pay?! Big figures please!
• Kittens - There's gonna be new additions into my furry friends' family
• Latest episode of Heroes - More Peter Petrelli!!
  

~ Move Your Body ~

As promised, the body makeover has just started today! Even though it's still a long way to go but I'm willing to work hard so I can get what I want. It's quite hard to stop eating the unnecessary food but the image of those skinny jeans, curvy blouses and leggings have kept me disciplined. The new regime will be like these:-

• Breakfast - consists of low fat milk with wheats / cereals / wholegrain bread
• In between meal at 11 am - consists of wholegrain crackers / biscuits / fruits
• Lunch - a cup of rice with a fish / chicken breast / meat / seafood with a lot of vegetable
• In between meal at 5 pm - consists of wholegrain crackers / biscuits / fruits
• Dinner - a cup of rice with a fish / chicken breast / meat / seafood with a lot of vegetable
• Supper - consists of wholegrain crackers / biscuits / fruits
• A Weekend threat - consists of anything I want to eat such as pizza / cake etc
  

The most important part is a 30 - 45 minutes session of sculpting workout and exercise three times a week.

~ Saya Gemok ~

I just realized that my shape is getting worse. My butt is bigger than two coconuts put together. My waist looks like a baobab tree trunk and the thighs are much alike a rhino's drumsticks! Worst of all, I cannot fit into my skinny jeans. I bought 2 pairs of jeans at Forever 21 in October with different cutting. I wear the first one and ignore the other one deciding to keep it for later. Last week, while I was doing some packing for a vacation in Langkawi, I tried on some clothes and found out a shocking truth that I couldn't pull the new jeans up to my hip! That's suck! It was just 1 1/2 months away.. Later I tried the other jeans and pants and they too couldn't fit into my bulging stomach and the bigger-than-ever ass.

At the end of the day, I went straight to The Store and bought me a new pair of jeans from Voir. I promised myself to get back into shape soon enough so I can dress stylishly in my beloved (currently unfitted) Guess / Levi's / Forever 21 pair of jeans. Currently, for the fat moment, the local one will do.. Uwaaaaaaa...

~ 2 Become 1 ~

I merged my 2nd blog on blogger with the one on friendster.
But still.. I'm missing my 1st blog, which has hundreds of entries back in 2003 up to 2005
I was actively blogging at that time :)
Feel stupid that I deleted them all..
I even deleted the account back then.
It's gone.. Kaput!

Better it be that way, it was full with miserable stories, heartbroken and all.
New title, new page, new url
But it's the same old me..

~ MeLaWaN KeSePiaN ~

On the same day after I had a bad dream (refer to previous entry), I heard a song by Dato' Siti. It was played on the radio while I was on my way to town with hubby. I never heard this song before but considered that I was still emotional and not fully recovered, I cried for the 2nd time on that day. Hubby was worried and urged me to stop thinking about the dream. Here's the lyric:

Apa pun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan

Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apa pun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu ku lawan
Kesepianku...

Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apa pun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu ku lawan
Kesepianku...

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apa pun
Semoga mampu ku lawan
Kesepianku...

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan...
Semoga mampu ku lawan
Kesepianku...

Apa pun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti